abhimāna – self-conceit
ahaṃkāra – individuation
dvidha – divided in two
ekādaśaka – consisting of eleven
tanmātra – subtle element
pañcaka – consisting of five
Ahamkara – a center from which a notion of self arises.
- From discernment arises a question: what discerns?
- If the questioning persists and the question “what discerns?” is itself questioned, it transforms into: who is asking?
- This reveals a notion of “I am”.
- This is Ahamkara – a dominating self orientation: I am, I do, I need, I ask, etc.
- Ahamkara is therefore also a source of a sense of separateness: that stone, that tree, me, you …
- Under certain conditions Ahamkara can evoke a sense of “self consciousness” but this is an illusion:
- Consciousness is a quality of Spirit (Purusa – see verse 19).
- From the conjunction of Spirit & Nature (Purusa & Prakrti – see verse 20) arises Discerning Intelligence (Mahat – which can also be confused with and assumed to be a source of consciousness – see verse 22).
- From Discerning Intelligence arises Ahamkara – a notion of “I am”.
- However, a Discerning Intelligence (Mahat) dominated by Tamas (see verse 23) generates ignorance and attachment.
- Ignorance of the discernment between Purusa and Prakrti (see verse 17) leads to an attachment of identity with Ahamkara – to the sense of self.
- This mis-identification with “self” incorrectly attributes consciousness to … itself!
- This is the source of the illusion of “self consciousness.”
- There can however be consciousness of the self.
- From this notion of “I am” two categories of special objects arise.
- One is a set of 11 (objects-of-sense).
- The other is a set of 5 primary elements.
